jokes don’t grow old here, do they?
too much of anything can be tiring too, you know?
well I don’t really mind, but its getting too repetitive
so repetitive that I’m mentally saying “fuckyou” when the topic somes up
also
one person has no right to tease me about this
I practically took the fall
nobody acknowledges it
didn’t say sorry or thankyou
kinda selfish if you think about it
and please don’t tell me I secretly wanted it
I’m fucking scared of heights
I fucking hated it
why’d I do it?
I respected them, and who else was going to do it?
the original person’s a whimp
sorry
but yea
fuck.
this is why I hate being nice
being nice is abusive